Just Thinking

I was just on here lookin at the museums, and stuff in Washington DC. Because me, my aunt, and my sister are making a trip there hopfully Sept. 19th. I have really been wanting to go visit the Holocaust Museum for the longest time. Because WWII is one of my fave time periods to really study. It always has been. And just looking at the pictures of the stuff that happened to those poor people just for their religious prefernces. Its just really gives you this sicking feeling in the pit of your stomach. It really makes me so mad ya know. But if you think about it alot of this stuff still goes on. I mean not as extream. But everyday someone calls some by a racial name. Or think about the KKK I mean that is almost like the whole Jews thing. Its terrible how some can feel like this against another human being. Just because of the color of their skin, or their religious belifes. I have never had anyone ever act like that toward me. But I just feel the pain that someone would feel. I just wish all this hate would stop. You hear everyone saying I wish there were world peace. You would think if everyone is saying that you would see more of it. Its pretty much as many people who want to see this kind of hatred stop there are as many making it happen. It really blows my mind how one can hate another so much to do the horrific things that are done to other because of being different. God love every humanbeing no matter who you are, what you are, or what you believe. I just thank God everyday that I'm not one of those people that have so much hatred in their hearts that they act the way they do. My hearts go out to anyone, and everyone that goes through this that has gone through this. Now or even back when WWII was going on. Back during slavary. The hatred began along time ago. Back when Jesus put hisself on that cross for us. That was the samething. Because the hatred that felt again him. And still till this day he forgives them. Why is that so many people feel the way they do to have such hatred. I don't know but I think of everyone as a whole. And I am leaving on that note.
God Bless You All, No matter who you are, what you are, your sexual prefernces, your religious belifes, I don't care God Bless You!
XoXo,
Jess

Wow, Its Been Awhile!

Well, The title explains it all. Umm well what has been going on since the last time I blogged. Well we moved cause the person we were renting from let the house go into forclosure, and then the new owner just offered us $4,000 to leave with-in a month. So we were out of course. LoL. And we are living in the town next to the town we used to live in. Which is only like 5-10 mins away. Depending on how you drive. LoL. Me and the Hubby have been playing Bingo alot latly at the local fire department. And I hit my first Bingo it was worth $50, but 4 other people called Bingo so I only got $10 :[[ LoL. Better then nothing I always say. And we have hit for $200, $599, and $100 in tip jars. So we have had some extra money. My hubby got me a new computer, new clothes, new make-up, and so on. He is the bestest. But the bad news we just found out today that he might be getting laid off. He works with my Dad, Uncle, and my sisters fiance. The company is short jobs soo they have to be laid off till the get a new one. But my Dad said he just going to find a new one because they keep saying this being laid off stuff. Soo I guess in a few days we will find out what happens. Ummers lets see. And we met some new awesome friends. Nate, and Bridgette. They moved into the townhouse down from us before we moved. And we went, and stayed with them, and partied with them, and the old neighbors who I do miss so much. I really didn't want to move. But we had no choice. :[[ But Nate, and Bridgette told us today if it comes down to it, and we can't make rent that we can come stay with them. Which was so nice of them. They wanted us to come stay with them now. But my sister, her fiance, and kids, and my hubby, and me share a place. So its hard for us just to say hey we are leaving. I can't do that to them. And I dunno what I would do without my babies. Cause I have been around them their whole lives. JoJo started school. But has been gettin in trouble latly. He was really shy the first couple of days, and then got used to everyone I guess, and just started being bad. LoL. Boys. Well I guess I will end this here. Cause I gotta get to bed. I'm so tired.
XoXo,
Jess

Wow, how long has it been since I started this, and only posted one post. But I promise to post more. I only have 1 follower...LoL. Which is my mother. LoL. Its been a really stressfull 1st week of June. My sister fell, and broke her leg, and ankle. She has been stayin at my moms. Cause she can't come up the steps in our house. Because we live in a 3 story townhouse. And she had to have surgry. Which she had to stay awake for because she couldn't have anastsha (sp) because she is preggos. The baby is okies, and everything. She also has 2 other kids. My nephew, and neice which are my world. Kenzie is 2, and JoJo is 4, and will be 5 on July 21st. He will be starting school at the end of August. Wow how fast they grow. Me and mine are gonna start tryin for a baby in Jan. We made a date, and agreed on it cause he is still really worried about having kids which is normal. And I just can't wait. My sister is due Dec. 29th. So its gonna be a Christmas baby. Her other 2 both cane 2 weeks early. Which will probley happen with this baby. But everytime I start a blog I post once, and then not again. But I'm keeping to this one cause I worked forever on the layout for this. LoL. And I can keep up with my ownself if that makes any sense. LoL. Well I'm gonna get offa here. I have so much stuff to get done cleaning, and all before my sister, and the kids come home. So I wanna try to do some tonite. And maybe get some done this weekend. And my hubby is home for a 3 day weekend because they cut their hours at work. so they cut him down a day. Which he works with my dad, and my sisters fiance and my uncle also. And this should only be for 3-4 weeks till they get another job. So God help us through this. Well I'm gonna stop here. Toodles. Blog Later.
XoXo,
Jess x3

I Love Him

This is blog that I'm posting to say how much I care, love, and thank God for the husband I have! Ya know its crazy how some girls have someone as great as someone I have, and treat them so bad. If it wasn't for my husband I dunno where I would be. He is my *HERO* Ya know we only knew each other for 3 days before we said x3 I Love You x3 I didn't know what he looked like till 2 months into our relationship. So I don't want anyone telling me that looks matter because they don't. And loving him for who he is, and his heart. And the day I finally seen his face a picture he was all that I imagined him to be. This past 6 years has been the best 6 years of my life. I have no reason to cheat, to try to find happiness anywhere else because I have it all here. He keeps me happy in everything he does. He makes me laugh everyday. Even if its something I knew he was going to say. I love when he calls me his Angel Bumpkins. Its silly but it puts the smile on my face that stays there forever. Snuggling with him is still the one thing I look forward to when its time to go to bed. I still feel like I'm going to cry when he leaves me in the morning to go to work. Like he was leaving me to go home. He left his life, and family in Alabama to come here to be with me. He make me feel so loved, and wanted. I love when he just kisses me on the cheek when thinks I'm sleeping, and he gets outta bed. And at that moment a tear will fall down my cheek everytime he does that. Yeah we have our bad times, but its not something that we can't get over, but thats what makes us stronger. Everyday I find out something about him I didn't know. I think about him all the time. He is always on my mind. Everything I touch I see makes me think of him. When he isn't there with me. He does so much for me even though he says he knows how much I appriciate it. He doesn't know! He is my world. My life. And when I see him smile just because I'm looking at him it makes me feel so much more special inside. Everyday that comes I love him even more, and I think how can you love someone so much, and still love them more with everyday. Everyday he tells me I'm beautiful. And I know he means it not just trying to get in pants or something. He says it because he means it. Baby without you I am nothing. x3 I Love You x3
He is my world.